祷告

为我祷告吧！

只差那么的一点点

刚才从鬼门关走过。
如果上帝要来取走我的命，那就让祂取走吧！
我还真希望圣经里所说的 Judgment Day 的降临。

空虚及崩溃

现在的心情，非常的down。
我感觉到整个人非常的空虚。
因为我整个人都崩溃了，仿佛整个世界要末日了。
我真的不知所做。
怎么办？我现在应该做什么？
这些问题一直出现在我的脑海中。
我不知道要怎么开口。
现在上帝都帮不了我。
难道这就是结束吗？

有人说，一身中最难忘的就是初恋。
这句话我非常的赞成。
因为一直以来我没办法忘掉她。
即使到这种情况，我还是想着她。
如果当初不是那样，我跟她，也不会分手收场。
我关掉我的Friendster户口也是因为她。
现在她也玩了Facebook和Blogspot。
有时候，我也在忍不住的情况下，到她的Facebook和Blogspot。
我尝试在Facebook上加她为朋友，但是她没有approve我成为她的朋友。
难道我们已朋友都不是了？

新的一年，新的开始。
为什么我在新的一年都那么不幸运？
我早已在走好人路线了。
随便维持我的形象。
可是为什么这样的事情再三再四的发生在我的身上？
公正在哪里？
还是我坏事做得多？
可是我平常都没做什么坏事。
我没那么倒霉吧？

我的上帝，我想告诉你。。。
我累了，也泪了。
我只是个普通的人类，让我休息吧！

Almost

21st January 2010 - almost done
I still need my original IC so that the bank can issue card to me.
Hoping that the day will come faster.
meaningful day? not really.
feeling so lost now.
everyone treat me like 3 years old boy.
trust me, this feeling sucks.

Mission Failed

20th January 2010 - Insurance + Road tax + Driving license
7.55 am - wake up.
8.00 am - bring sis to school.
8.10 am - home + continue to sleep.
1.00 pm - wake up again.
1.30 pm - brunch.
2.15 pm - going to insurance company.
3.05 pm - arrived at Jabatan Pengangkutan Jalan (JPJ)
3.45 pm - road tax done.
4.30 pm - driving license done (JPJ closed at 4.30 pm).

21st January 2010 - Bank bank bank!
Later morning need to bring maternal grandpa to hospital for check up some more.
That means only left afternoon for me to go to bank.

blahhhhhhhhh......

My Tasks

19th January 2010 - Done my IC.
9.45 am - wake up.
10.00 am - bring my sis to school.
10.10 am - back to home + brush my teeth.
10.30 am - eat + prepare to Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara (JPN)
10.45 am - arrived at JPN, no parking, the place is damn small.
11.00 am - take my numbers. Guess what? my numbers...2049 at the moment, mine is 2115 WTF
11.10 am - leave JPN
11.27 am - arrived at downtown, bank!
12.20 pm - at my ex school, fetching my bro.
1.00 pm - arrived home + eat my lunch
2.00 pm - went to JPN AGAIN! 2129...! take again, 2145.
2.55 pm - my turn
3.15 pm - done! goodness gracious.
3.55 pm - arrived home and preparing out.
4.00 pm - Am Bank, forgot the report my bank card -.-"
4.20 pm - RHB Bank, closed at 4.15 pm, I was 5 minutes late.

20th January 2010 - Driving license + Bank
Am I able to finish all my 'business' in one day?
No idea, where is JPJ located at? -.-"

Home

Nothing to do much.
Can't go out.
'cause no car, no IC, no license, no cards, no money :'(